SHORT CONCLUSION

While the below text is anchored in the older model, I will leave it as is, since it does contain relevant information, as it also shows a movement within my consciousness. I must warn you that the language is owed to Chat Gpt. 

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Since I am unsure if this was noticed, the experience of high Coherence was the structural resolution of a series of events that unfolded due to how I chose to engage with my experiential patterns, and I had actually tapped into the structure two years earlier. In what I call the Perspective Dream (2013), my consciousness was presented with a landscape and instructed - non-verbally and purely affect based - on how to change perspective. I woke with the frustrating awareness that I held the method yet lacked the structure. From where I am standing this dream was in itself a result of cause and effect effect within consciousness itself — the system anticipating its own next point of coherence. It arose from pre-existing configurations within my consciousness interacting with new information that had just entered my field of awareness. Around that time, the friend in the needle dream - whose doctoral work focused on behaviorism - had spoken to me about how changing one's environment can alter behavior. The idea stayed with me, and when filtered through the architecture of my own consciousness, it transformed into a question more aligned with my inner reality: How can you change perspective when you are unable to change the circumstance? The dream was the structural answer to that question - a synthesis of internal and external data, which to me shows a relationship of cause and effect within consciousness itself.

Looking back on it, the dream revealed how the fundamental environment - Consciousness - remains constant, yet fluid (watercolors blending into each other), while the perceived reality shifts according to the position of Awareness and the governing Feeling. This structural insight became the key to the emergence itself: when I chose to prioritise existential authenticity (Truth) over inherited Fear (Love's reflex/the opposite of Love which transforms the equation into Love), the Feeling recalibrated, and the two opposing environments - the fiery "hell" of the roller-coaster and the luminous field of coloured air - suddenly unified, revealing themselves as the same medium seen from different vantage points. The Perspective Dream provided the blueprint and the final act of defiance supplied the Agency that executed the structural shift.

The structure was available, as were all other structures before it due to the continuity of experience at the level of consciousness.